To you, a friend I'll never see again. Not because you've moved, and not because I'm blind or smt... But because, I think you'd be better off never seeing me again. I know we were only kids, I've definitely improved in my, guiltiness, but I can't ever forget what I've done to you. I was stupid and immature, using your affection for my own gain, always taking but never giving back. And in the end I used it all up, I got sick and tired of you, taking you for granted. So when the day finally came where I reached out to you, I noticed how uncomfortable and awkward you felt, I noticed how you looked away and distanced yourself. It took me so long to notice, and I was left by myself, guilt ridden for multiple years until I learnt to forgive myself, but still never forgetting. I hope you're happy, genuinely I hope that, and I hope you never see me again.

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I think about people from my past often, especially those who have long forgotten me, and I am overcome by the desire to write them a letter, with no intention of actually sending them. Perhaps some things are left unspoken. But I like to flirt with danger, and by putting them on here, there is a very slim, but non-zero chance my subjects will happen upon the sentiments meant for them. Maybe I want them to know. Or maybe I just want to catharsise. But I sure as hell am not posting any of them directly. Perhaps writing a letter might be of benefit to you too. Why not post one to the abyss, let it mingle among mine, and traverse the stars? I hope it gives you what you need.
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