06-09-2026
What I wore to hang out at the mall with my mother and sister. It was
hotter again today, so I pulled out this blouse again. I cannot wait for
sweater weather... Hollister skinny jeans instead of the New Look ones
because my mother does not like the rips on those, and my adorable
chocolatica Carmilla Mary Jane shoes which match my top perfectly! They
did start hurting my feet after a while though, but they are very cute.
Hat both because my hair was a mess and because I wanted to shield my
face from the sun. The bangles I did only get once I got to the mall,
but I put them on immediately so they count as part of the fit.
Outfit for a concert I went to. Completely ignored the unofficial "dress
code" of wearing all black leather and lace because I do that normally
anyway and wanted to have some fun. Wearing something so light and
colourful honestly made me feel like I was in a costume though, but I
have been planning this exact outfit since 2019 and had to finally see
it realised. I hate Hate HATE my Demonias. They are hideous and
uncomfortable and I only own them because I am too short to see over
people's heads otherwise. They did their job well, though, because I had
a relatively decent view, but I wish people would PUT THEIR FUCKING
PHONES DOWN!!!! At least don't hold them so high up above your head that
nobody can see anything else!!!!
Yet another lazy outfit to go on a walk with my father. Unfortunately,
even though Ghostface is practically the same as Jack Skellington at
this point in terms of the type of people who wear his merch, I do love
him, cringe be damned. It's funny because while Scream is one of
my all-time favourite films, and I am Incredibly Abnormal about
Ghostface, I do not care much for the sequels. I haven't even seen
Scream 7. I also finally found my bat locket so I have that on
too. The sneakers are painfully mismatched, and I probably ought to
invest in a solid black pair, but they got the job done.
A lazy outfit to run a quick errand. It is slightly too hot for the
flannel, but I am not out for too long so it is fine. These Pakistani
cambric trousers are a life-saver in summer, because they look
structured but still feel light and airy. I only wish I had them for the
previous heatwaves. Every time I wear this Black Sabbath T-Shirt, I feel
like a middle-aged white man is going to ask me to name three songs.
It's cute but a little thick, so I have not been wearing it often
lately. I honestly do not know why I ever bought these shoes, because
they are not at all my style, but I got them for a steal and they are
comfortable enough. I am not really a sneakers person, beyond Converse,
which I do not think counts. I won't speak on the necklace situation
because if you know you know and if you don't I would rather keep it
that way and preserve a modicum of respect. My hair is also in pigtails
beccause of the weather. Even though it is far milder than it has been
for most of summer, it is stil hot and I wish to be as comfortable as
possible.
For the first time in a long while, the heat has subsided enough to wear
anything but a cotton summer dress. I usually only wear shades of reds
and blacks, but this blouse is pretty enough that that I deviate. It
appears a lot lighter in the image than it is in reality, though. I
still own all my original skinny jeans from the 2010s, but this pair is
more recent because I realised I do not any high waisted ones. I
purchased them on eBay, but believe they are the Hallie jeans from New
Look. The Doc Martens are the Sinclair Max variety, and I adore the
platform. These are also second-hand, like probably 90% of what I own. I
had inteded to wear my bat shaped locket with this outfit instead, but
was not able to find it, so this chunky heart necklace had to do
instead. It does feel rather cohesive with the blouse, though. And of
course, the tattoo chokers. Obviously, I am aware of the fact that I am
not a cartoon character and my identity/personality is not any lesser
depending on what I wear, nor am I under any obligation to perform a
caricature of myself for the benefit of strangers, but sometimes I still
struggle to shake the feeling that I am in a costume, especially since
my makeup is often not so dark and smokey these days because it
irritated my eyes too. These little pieces of plastic are a light and
non-invasive comfort blanket of sorts, which ground me regardless of
what I am wearing. With these, whether I am in school uniform or pastels
(God forbid), I still feel myself. This outfit really makes me feel like
a mean older sister in 2008. Strangely enough, a guy at the mall looked
me up and down and said "nice." I hardly ever get comments when I am
wearing anything elaborate, so this basic outfit catching several
people's attention surprised me.